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blog beginning.. the arrival

Absolutely. Here’s the beginning all together, ready to sit with. We can keep refining or adding as needed, but this gives a solid foundation for the post. I’ve also marked a place to start unpacking the rest of it when you're ready. The Arrival It usually starts at the edge of my awareness. Not physical exactly—more like a low, deep pressure that feels like it knows me. It’s not random. It has presence. Agency. It doesn’t speak, but sometimes it feels like we’re having a conversation—one I don’t hear with words, but feel in my gut, in my bones. Instant. Beyond language. Like it’s reaching in and showing me something I already knew but had forgotten. And when I’m turned on— really turned on—it moves closer. Like it’s been circling, waiting, and now the door’s open. No fanfare. No dramatic takeover. Just this quiet, inevitable shift. I stop resisting, and Beast is already there. I don’t remember crossing the line—I just realize I’ve crossed it. Other times, it’s more o...

walking the path

Walking the Path: How Asmodeus Rewards Those Who Strive In my experience, Asmodeus smiles upon endeavors that align with his tenets—Mastery of the Self, the Art of Influence, and the Pursuit of Power. When a brother commits himself to self-improvement, to becoming stronger, sharper, and more disciplined, he does not do so alone. The fire of Asmodeus burns brighter in those who walk his path with purpose. I’ve found that when my goals align with my spiritual path, motivation flows more easily, and the rewards are far more tangible. Take fitness, for example. A strong body is a tool of power. Strength and discipline over one’s form are not just about aesthetics; they are about control. The more I master my body, the more confident I feel, and the more doors open to indulgence. The better I look, the more options I have to take pleasure as I see fit. Knowledge works the same way. The more I learn—about the world, about people, about strategy—the more interesting I become, the more influen...

new intro

Reclaiming the Spirit of Lust, Power, and Mastery For centuries, we have been told that desire is a sin, that pleasure is something to be feared, and that power over our own bodies, instincts, and wants must be surrendered to others—to the church, to society, to those who benefit from our submission. This is a lie. Long before the rise of monotheism, before fearmongering turned spirits into demons, there existed forces that embodied indulgence, sexuality, and influence. One of the most enduring among them was Asmodeus. Asmodeus was never simply a god or a demon—he was a known spirit, a force of desire and power, sometimes feared, sometimes venerated, especially among those who lived outside the rigid constraints of traditional society. Among gay men, who have always existed in the margins of history, he was whispered of as a patron of lust, of unapologetic indulgence, of mastery over pleasure rather than submission to shame. But his name was twisted, buried beneath centuries of A...

no more shame

"No More Shame" (Verse 1) They fed you lies, they made you small, Taught you to fear your body’s call. Every whisper, every scar, Told you desire would take you too far. You’ve worn the weight, you’ve bowed your head, Felt their judgment, lived their dread. But shame’s a poison, a hollow creed, And I know the cure you need. (Pre-Chorus) No sins to carry, no debts to pay, Step into the fire, let it burn away. No guilt, no chains, no bitter cost, What they call holy—you should’ve lost. (Chorus) Shame is a sickness, bred in the dark, Asmodeus heals with fire and spark. Let the fever burn, let the pain release, Give yourself over, come find your peace. No more shame, no more lies, Only pleasure, only pride. (Verse 2) They made you tremble, made you hide, Taught you love was something denied. But your hunger is not a sin, It’s the voice of the god within. Take my hand, break the spell, There is no heaven, there is no hell. Only flesh, only breath, Only freedom—nothing left. (Pre-C...

offer yourself

"Offer Yourself" (Verse 1) Feel the hunger, feel the need, Something deeper calls to feed. Not just flesh, not just bone, A fire whispers—come back home. You’ve walked alone, you’ve played it safe, Fearing the heat, fearing the taste. But there's a power waiting near, No shame, no chains, nothing to fear. (Pre-Chorus) Let go, give in, don’t turn away, Feel the fire, let it stay. No sins to weep, no gods to please, Only pleasure, only peace. (Chorus) Offer yourself, body and soul, Feel the flames take control. No guilt, no fear, nothing to hide, Let Asmodeus be your guide. Give in, surrender, feel the light, Burn with me through endless night. (Verse 2) Every touch, a sacred rite, Every gasp, a spark ignites. You were made for something more, Not to kneel, but to explore. No heaven’s gaze, no judging eyes, Only passion, only highs. Take my hand, take the leap, Taste the fire, dive in deep. (Pre-Chorus) Let go, give in, don’t turn away, Feel the fire, let it stay. No sins t...

fire and flesh

"Fire and Flesh" (Verse 1) The door clicks shut, the world fades away, City lights can’t touch where we lay. You came for heat, for hands, for skin, But there's more to this—I’ll pull you in. You think it’s just a fleeting thrill, A whispered name, a moment’s will. But I see deeper, past your doubt, You crave a fire that won’t burn out. (Pre-Chorus) Let me show you, let me teach, This is more than what you preach. No gods, no chains, no empty cries, Just pleasure deep, where spirit lies. (Chorus) Give in, let go, feel the flame, Call my name, it’s all the same. Not just body, not just skin, Let the fire pull you in. Breathe me in, taste and see, Come and worship here with me. (Verse 2) My touch is heat, my voice is sin, But beneath it all, a truth begins. You arch, you moan, you start to see, That lust and spirit can both be free. This isn’t heaven, this isn’t hell, This is power, raw and swell. A ritual carved in sweat and sighs, A deeper hunger in your eyes. (Pre-Chorus...

stand in the fire

"Stand in the Fire" (Verse 1) Smoke still lingers from the night, Echoes of bass, bodies alight. Your laughter fades into the cold, As shadows creep, their hate takes hold. They see your shine, they see your pride, And in their fear, they vilify. But I was born for nights like these, To shield the free, to guard the weak. (Pre-Chorus) They don’t know the fire I hold, They don’t know the power in my soul. Let them come, let them try, They’ll never break what doesn’t die. (Chorus) I’ll stand in the fire, take the blow, Face the dark so you can go. No fear, no shame, no turning back, I was made to fight like that. Let them rage, let them hate, They will never seal your fate. (Verse 2) You shake, you say it’s not worth the war, "We’ve run this road, we’ve seen this before." But I won’t bow, I won’t hide, I was forged for nights like this in fire and pride. Their words are knives, their hands are clenched, But I am steel, I will not bend. For...